Volume 2, Number 14 April 6, 2000

It's good to be back with the regular Cafth format this week! Hope you all enjoyed the comments and even the April Fool's joke edition, given courtesy of my beloved webmaster, Jim. Hope it didn't throw anyone off too much, I only had a couple of personal friends of mine that actually fell for it, and I got no letters regarding it so...I suppose it went over well!

Here are the latest questions you all have for Cafth this week, enjoy:

#1: William asks Cafth:

Cafth how are you doing? I miss talking to you. It's been a long time. Anyway I'm hoping you might be able to help me with something. Since my confrontation with negative beings about 1 1/2 ago, I have not been right. Or should I say the world around me does not seem right. We've spoken on this matter before. I know my true self and purpose but that is not the problem. The problem is that I find it very difficult to integrate that into this reality.

I feel like I'm walking in between two worlds. This is very exhausting and makes functioning in this and altered realities very difficult. If I concentrate on our daily world then the other suffers and vice versa. I realize that there may not be a perfect balance between the two, and I'm O.K. with that. But how can I make myself function better within them? Any help would be appreciated. Thanks.

William

PS Sending you lots of laughter and smells.

Cafth: Very complicated question, with yet, an easy answer. You are looking for an answer you already know. Many people feel detached from this reality, and yet the other one seems so confusing. Maybe it's because you really are between both. You really already know that with the mission you have, you are between both. In time, you will learn to switch from one reality to the other more smoothly.

It takes time, but the role you play, there's no one that can tell you what you should do, but yourself. You are your best judge for what you need to be doing. You will learn more about yourself and your reasons in a short amount of time, be patient, it will come.

Heidi: Hope this helped William! For anyone curious, William is a good friend of ours and is featured on the "about us" page. It's been awhile since he got the chance to chat with us or Cafth about recent things going on lately...now we have!!

#2: Alex asks Cafth:

I've got some questions for both of you this time.

Cafth will everyone be rescued from this situation or will there be a certain number of losses, and what will happen to them?

Cafth: It's really a matter of people's choices, to speak in details on what our roles will be in different processes the Earth will go through does not matter as much. All matters on whom and what survives is based on choices.

Alex: How do you overcome feelings of fear? (certainly not by asking a question like the one above)!

Cafth: Face what you fear, and knowing you have the choice to listen to the fear or not. Some people have good and bad fears. Good fears help warn you when things are wrong and you learn to respect those fears. Other times, fears should not overcome who you are, where they are more powerful then yourself.

Alex: What will happen to the souls of 'other beings' that have come to strengthen this soul group to ward off this attack?

Cafth: I'm not certain what you are asking for on this, there are so many things that I can confuse into this question. Please specify this one.

Alex: What in the world are they spraying on us everyday (contrails) and how is it that they have managed to do it without more people noticing?

Cafth: This question has been answered before. (please see Volume 1, Number 11, dated December 30, 1999, where Cynthia asks this question).

Alex: Heidi when you say that there were only eight of you left on the other 'evil' planet, what happened to the others?

Heidi: It wasn't necessarily "evil," it was just a place that had something similar happen to it that Earth is now having happen to it...as odd as that may seem. The others were taken to other places, not Earth, to do other things. There are none of that kind here, but there are others that look similar though.

Alex: Why in the world did you choose AOL as your ISP? I don't like the logo myself.

Heidi: It's just where I house the site info, I like the chat rooms on AOL...I stuck with it :)

Jim: Not sure if you're referring to where the files are hosted or the fact that the e-mail address where you send questions to Cafth is "@aol.com" I'll address both possibilities though:

• The files do physically reside on AOL's servers. Keep in mind that when we started the UFO2U web site only about 6 months ago, Heidi had the basic content but a lot of what you see today, especially the Cafth Speaks section, didn't even exist. Since Heidi and I were both broke but she already used an AOL account, we made due with what we had and used the web space that she was given with her AOL account to get the site off the ground. If the site continues to grow to the point where we decide to move the files someday, it really shouldn't matter to most people because wherever the actual files happen to be, you'll always be able to access them through WWW.UFO2U.COM
• But since that aspect of the site isn't real obvious, I figure you're probably talking about Cafth's e-mail address. And you know what, you're right! Cafth deserves better than an AOL address. So, from this day forward his new e-mail address shall be Cafth@ufo2u.com

  Thanks for pointing that out!

Alex: Have you found a publisher for your book yet? Do you have any news of when it may be released?

Heidi: No, I have not established a certain publisher as of yet. There are many that I am corresponding with still, but it can be a very lengthy process. A process that I was not previously familiar with until I set out to publish this. It's a much more complicated process then it may seem, it's a pain to retain a publisher, especially if you are a first time author.

Alex: If they know you are about to reveal the truth, why haven't they silenced you?

Heidi: To say I am darn lucky would be an understatement. I've asked this same question to Cafth, because I could not understand why I hadn't been wiped off the face of the Earth. It's not that I haven't had my run-ins with beings and people that have tried to take me out, because I have. But reasons for their lack of being successful are plentiful.

It was explained to me by Cafth, "Do you know how it is when you want to do something, but something in the back of your mind stops you from doing that? Well, that's us, and that's what we do to others to stop things from happening to you."

I have also been given numerous warnings as to who to avoid, and what not to follow through on too. So, I guess I've really been blessed to not fall into the wrong traps or hands.

Alex: Again thanks for the info, it really means a lot to us down here in the trenches.

Heidi: No problem, I'm down here right along side of ya! I know Cafth doesn't mind either, it's his reasons for making himself available.

PPS: Even though you have told us that this planet needs full recycling, I am not one to abandon hope and just wait to be saved, so I will continue to do what I can to improve things.

Cafth: Hope is always good to have, never give that up.

#3: Eleanor comments and asks:

I have really valued the insights I get from reading and rereading this site. One thing I have gotten a sense of, pertaining to the subject of Afro-Americans and their awareness of UFO's and related subjects:

First I have no idea how aware, as a whole Afro-Americans are about this issue, but I would say they are as aware as they want to be, given the books, websites, etc., about this, and their personal experiences. I think that there is an agenda by those manipulating media, money, and government, that is being followed, and I think it is to keep all of us as distracted and UN-empowered as possible.

Helping to keep people off-balance by reminding them as often as possible that they are being mistreated, while it may be true, often obscures who is really doing the mistreating. Helping to keep people at odds with each other, while pretending to try to correct the situations is something that has always been done by governments, I think. I am talking about manipulation, and deceiving people so that they fight each other instead of being able, on a person to person basis resolve their differences, and see their similarities instead. I sense a lot of free-floating hostilities between people that they have been handed, and in effect encouraged to act on. So much distrust and fear. So I think many people might not feel comfortable speaking out on subjects that are apt to attract ridicule or other 'negative attention.'

I think there is a push to continue dis-empowering Native Americans, and to keep tabs on what is going on the reservations by the government. There is so much stress created there that originated with outsiders, and now there are many big problems on the reservations, and infighting.

So many of the groups that have a kind of group cohesiveness have been kept very distracted, so that now their energy to some extent has been directed in areas that the powers that be want it to be directed. If many groups could somehow direct their group energy toward uplifting all of humanity, instead of feeling defensive, or struggling for identity and survival, that would be a lot of freed up energy for all.

The name of the game now seems for all of us here to give up our choices, heart choices, and accept some kind of crude cookie-cutter standard of thinking, feeling, and even creating. There is very little real encouragement, and a lot of discouragement, subtle, and not so subtle, to use our minds, to really think originally, to really feel, and speak what we really feel. It has seemed to me that we've all been given the directive to not make any kind of waves-We're supposed to view so many things going on in the world in the same sense as in the story"The Emperor"s Clothes". Those who notice and Say all is Not all right are made fools of, or punished in some way.

So maybe people whose lives are hard, and who feel their place in this society is precarious enough don't feel like enlightening a world which they perceive has been harsh and unfair to them; no matter what they see as far as UFO activity goes. Just some thoughts.

Trusting ourselves is hard here on Earth. It is hard to know sometimes when or IF to speak our hearts, because where do you go then? Is there a community or group that really can draw together after the world has said you are nuts, or have a too-vivid imagination, or are plain silly? These things diminish us in the eyes of so many and in some cases can endanger us. I identified with John in an earlier message, who basically said he felt alone here.

I have not seen 'The Green Mile' on screen yet, but in the book, there is a passage where John, the prisoner, says that people all over the world keep quiet because they are trying to protect their loved ones. That the worst threat of all is that your children or family will be hurt if you don't cooperate in whatever agenda more powerful ones have planned out. This spectrum goes from ostracism to who knows what. I see this going on, and see fear really is a commodity, in so very many situations, from schools to churches to government programs...

Sorry to go on and on; feel free to edit and comment. Wow, I guess I have gotten way too gloomy. Is there a brighter side for us here on Earth, Cafth? Thanks so much for being here, Cafth, and Heidi.

Sincerely,
Eleanor

Cafth: Yes, there is a brighter side. There a lot of positive things happening here, and a lot of positive people. If we all came together, you would all see that the brighter side begins from the spiritual point. Every positive thought helps bring you all closer to realizing this.

Heidi: Just as a note, I did not read this letter to Cafth, he was already on top of it and commented before hand. He sometimes surprises me with some of the things he does, now in reading the letter myself I can see he knew what you were getting at.

I see your point in how our energies are redirected in the wrong ways and are thus wasted on things that shouldn't really matter. But because of chaos otherwise, have to be paid attention to, and then other more essential thoughts and efforts are lost. I found it interesting that you used the word "distractions," please keep a note of that word and how it can apply to so many things. It will be a word you will understand more about, and see how it extends into so much in this world of strange phenomena.

Thanks for your comments Eleanor, they are always welcomed and we are glad to be of help!!