Taylor writes:
Hi Heidi, I know I have already written you a number of times, well a couple (maybe three).I know it
may seem a little strange, though I can't help but to not be curious. And, simply because of the encounter that I had with
a foreign entity that was such an invasion of my personal space, my home...my own very room at the foot of my bed.
A lot like a robber being seen at the foot of your bed, yet somehow adding an even greater fear, in
that being this "thing" was not of this world, that I don't know of its intentions toward me or if in fact it may come back
at some time?
I do seem to see things with my mind now. I don't know if it's real, or my barely being able to handle
the paranoia.
I do want to make this short, because I do crave even more input. Like I said before, I haven't had
the chance to read your book. It will have to be special ordered and is at the top of my Christmas list.
What I want to know is as blunt as can be. It isn't even complicated or vague. It is a personal message
(communication)with me, and I want to know it's meaning, or origin and that is all.
I have in the past had dreams to where I was being told about the ending of the world. I have frequent
visions of horrific things that are supposed to be future events. I see lightening and fires and aircraft, demons scurry from
here to there and give me what is called telepathic messages.
They tell me the world is going to end, that I am going to Hell. Now the thing is I do believe in a
Hell. I have read the books by Mary Kay Baxter. I base my discernment on that Jesus said, "If any of you shall prophesize,
you will see a vision of me." Something to that effect.
She said that Jesus took her through Hades and Gehanna on a series of 20-30 nights. Please simply tell
me what I am supposed to be understanding from these dreams or messages. I have recently been born again. I am intent on being
a woman of moral and discretion and yet no-one is perfect.
I have repented and developed a love and respect for Christ, so I honestly do not understand why the
Shadows are telling me this?
I will remain curious until I know just what this means. It is my personal contentment at stake and
that is why I go on about it...
Heidi responds:
Hi Taylor,
First off, I want to state that it does not bother me if you write me a million times. I've been a
bit bogged down with my other projects, where this column has had to take the cuts in my time, but I'm really aiming to change
that. So my apologies should be to you and anyone else who has written here as of late and has not received a speedy enough
response.
Now then, your experiences that you wrote about concerning the end of the world dreams and what these
demons are saying to you...yipes! Sounds like horrible stuff going on.
Here comes my "believe it or not" angle again:
Believe it or not, there is a quote in the Bible that might shed some light on this topic. Check out
what it says in Joel 2:28-32:
28. And it shall come to pass afterward, that I will pour out my spirit upon all
flesh; and
your sons and your daughters shall prophesy, your old men shall dream dreams,
your young men shall see visions: 29. And
also upon the servants and upon the handmaids in those days will I pour out my spirit.
30. And I will shew wonders in
the heavens and in the earth, blood, and fire, and pillars of smoke.
31. The sun shall be turned into darkness, and the
moon into blood, before the great and the
terrible day of the Lord come. 32. And it shall come to pass, that whosoever
shall call on the name of the Lord shall be delivered:
for in mount Zion and in Jerusalem shall be deliverance, as the
Lord hath said,
and in the remnant whom the Lord shall call.